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  goddessofflame
 
04:04pm 13/12/2004
   
     

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Nothing 
  ilujna
 
11:57am 13/10/2004
 
mood: poetic
Not significant
Not important
Barely there
But no one cares

Not lost
Just bored
Where's home
For another drone

Nothing matters
Until the end
When your life
Repeats again

The same failures
The same mistakes
Every choice
That I make

A mindless drone
To a dying Queen
Where's the solace?
What's it mean?

The end eludes
The beginning pursues
A worthless circle
Engulfing my world

What's the point
In going on?
From the beginning
My life was wrong.
 
     

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Untitled III 
  goddessofflame
 
08:31pm 04/10/2004
 
mood: bored
Take care of yourself
For you will be the only one left
After you're done with your life
You shall be alone
As I have always been
Broken and lost am I
Searching for someone who knows who I am
What I need
I cna't find the strength to go on
I wa sleft for dead
Come save me

xKareNx
 
     

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Untitled II 
  goddessofflame
 
08:29pm 04/10/2004
 
mood: apathetic
I can't stand this feeling
Of living inside a nightmare
Of having a corrupted dream
Never before devised by the human mind
Sick and twisted
Marred and mutilated
A curse upon mankind, you are
Brainwashing fools into self-hate
And lower self-esteem
You're a monster released into the world
Killing all in your path
Sparing not a soul
To be trapped forever
In a constant freeze
Of torment
And never-ending sorrow.

xKareNx
 
     

(2 blood stained hands |take a stab)

 
Untitled 
  goddessofflame
 
08:23pm 04/10/2004
 
mood: Look! Flower!
I will surely run out of time
I can't see past this haze
Its growing slowly
Taking the place
Of a heart that once knew joy.

Belonging to a world
That lies and hates
I can't seem to comperhend
Why we can't just live our lives
Day after day
Year after year
In one continuous stream.

I cna't believe my eyes
When I see the world today
All the pain
All the hurt
I can't stand the suffering
Of the people who deserve more
People like me.

When I thin of people like you
I can't help but wonder
How you came to be
As sane as I wish I could be

I wish I could see
A world without hate
A world without war
All this I ask
From the bottom of my broken heart.

xKareNx
 
     

(2 blood stained hands |take a stab)

 
No title... I hate having no titles. 
  goddessofflame
 
02:33pm 02/09/2004
 
mood: totally great!
The normal way of thinking, is totally gone.
Nothing I do is right anymore.
I don't know what I'm doing wrong...
I still have that feeling, always have, always will.
And even when he tells me "No."
The beat in my heart still goes on.

xKareNx
 
     

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Untitled 
  goddessofflame
 
11:24am 29/08/2004
 
mood: grrrr...
A/N: I wrote this when I had been up for more than 24 hours straight, and I was just staring at our dying campfire. I don't know what I was thinking.


The embers that were once my broken heart
Have smothered out at last
The flame rising slowly to the rising sun
Will soon wither and die

A shattered soul
Beaten
Bruised
Torn

In hopes of being mended
Only time can tell
This lonely place you have banished me to
Is my own personal hell


A/N: Like I said... I have no idea what the hell that was...

xKareNx
 
     

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Eraser 
  goddessofflame
 
12:44pm 26/08/2004
 
mood: heading off to work
Forget all the words we said
They were never said
Forget the first time you said, “I love you”
Forget all the times I said it back
Erase me, like I erased you
Forget the hours we talked on the phone
They were never spent
Forget all the days we were together
They never happened
Erase me from your mind, as I have erased you
Forget me
Forget I was ever born
Forget the first time we met
It never occurred
Erase me from your thoughts, as I have erased you


A/N: Its kind of an old one. I did this a few months ago and decided it would be a good first... second post.

xKareNx
 
     

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Welcome 
  goddessofflame
 
11:08am 25/08/2004
 
mood: tired
This is the first post of my community and I am your moderator, Karen. I personally don't have anything to write now, but I will. Please enjoi your stay here and welcome to Something Dark.


xKareNx
 
     

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